Look Me in the Eyes

I'm so frustrated and irritated when people don't look into my eyes while talking to me

IF you couldn't do so

PLEASE

stand away

out of my sight

YeeTeng My Dear

For your information, it's now 6.17am 24th January 2010

Happy Birthday girl!!!

I ❤ U

wholeheartedly

She's Back!!

I know my blog is pretty DEAD

but when it comes to me blogging now, meaning that FINALLY!!!!

yea finally, it's ENDED!! No more papers until the Alpha 3rd sem of my life!!! sounds like still far away but actually it's only months to go. Hahahaha ANYWAY, it's time to party!!!!!!!

I'm so gonna back to JB right now!!! Wonder why i'm now blogging in the bored room??? *SIGH........* I got a meeting tonight, holy mama I've sacrificed so much for it!!! Hahaha well just kidding, I chose this path all on my own, no one to blame, nothing to whine about. I'm not a griper okay?? But the truth is still, yea i couldnt back to jb because of the meeting. XDXD

I'd been busy dealing with 5 subjects last 2 weeks. GOSH I'd never tasted the real 'lastminute preparation' like what I've just gone through. Frankly, I knew how BAD was my time-scheduling for this whole sem, I didn't have enough time to do the revision or whatsoever related to my studies, I didn't spend too much time for CLS activities neither. I just simply don't know what I've done. Time ticking away without you knowing, it's truth.

Anyway, I'll be back to JB on saturday noon. Does anyone out there wanna date me out?? FASTER!!!! HAHAHA I've already got my appointment fulled from coming sunday till thursday. Woooohooo, i'm so wanna make my oneweek holiday bustled!! This is what we called 'fully utilized' kay?? So, don't be surprised when I phone u or ask u out for a drink or whatsoever. TOO BAD u girls are doing ur form6 studies on coming week. I miss u so much!!! I miss girl talks!!!

I took quite a few photos during past 2 weeks. But they'r all takingfornothingbutjustforfun purpose. As a student, studying and fighting for a good result is supposed to be the thing which matters. BUT don't forget, enjoy the schooltime to the max!! Come on it's impossible for me to study all the way long but no any entertainment kay? I bet, most of us are probably the same type!


So, here it comes

We weren't inside the library, it's just a study room. That's why we dared to play infront of a lappy. Try to imagine there's lotsa people looking at u pose to the screen but not knowing u'r playing webcam. duh....What makes the best description while posting with 2 BBoys?? Pattern more than badminton!!

I spent most of the time with these two fellas during the past 2 weeks. I'm so sick of their faces. Muahahahahhahhaha just kidding la wei. Both of you are so cute and adoring, how would I feel so??? *Ewwwwww* And ofcourse the other 2 kx-es (khaixian, kunxiong). Thanks to them, we studied together until late night almost everyday, I did enjoy their company.

gonna dye my hair, keep it long or cut it short??That's the question! hahaha. It's about my limit, i can even tie my hair now!! I'm afraid I can't tahan anymore. Hahahaha. critical period, yea it's now.

Bringing laptop there for sake of getting out of boredom. They'r viewing the funny video clip.

ShianYang, Vincent, KhaiXian

You won't believe how hilarious they can be, they never failed to make me laugh out loud *I dunno whether it's a good thing or..= =*!! Although the situation always turned out funny mostly because of me, *I just don't know why* but I did appreciate every moment we'd spent together!!

At first, I meant to capture macro photo, who knows somebody acting cute behind. Yea he's SY aka Gavin. Can see the differences of macro photo and random one. Because of winnie, I'm so in love with macro photo shooting.

MACRO!!! I love the top left corner one. Tengteng, do you still remember? It's one pair. =)

I know it's easy to guess. I did actually force him to wear it because of Iforgotwhyalready. Hahaha. Freaking sissy i tell you!! I laugh till couldn't tahan during that moment.


Slept at 2-6pm, studied at 9pm-3am, slept at 2-5am, studied at 5-8am. I kept this routine for 2 weeks. My skin condition WAS already not-that-good type, after this, the result I got IS

the worst of my entire 18 years life!! The pic is even captured after I applied the concealer, but then the result looked no much changes, and guess what make it even worse?? The eye bag's' become so severe!!! how long will it take for the recovery?? wtf I'm so dead!!

Anyway...exam no more!!! It was the last paper I took in this morning- Computer Applications. I'm so relieved. Phew........

my skin damn dry...shit><

Okay finally, i'm going to have an one week holiday!! I miss my family, miss my home!! It's been one month since my last return. Freaking excited man!!!!

Happy Holiday people!!!!!

Im now studying...BUT

DAMN i'm now studying at Sri Zamrud with SY and Vincent

Maybe I took not enough rest for previous few days, feeling too tired and siao i guess, until I spoke something stupid just a few minutes ago, freaking stupid i tell u!!!!!!

I dunno why was I saying something that silly!!!

Vincent then even 'insulted' me by putting the sentence as his msn PM.

I felt funny and damn hilarious as I spoke the sentence out, so never mind the other 2 who listened to me..OMG so humiliating!!! I'm so embarrassed!!!!><

just click to enlarge, and u'll find out why

IF u were the one who listen to me, what would you react??=.="""

anyway, i'm still studying laaa... next week is my final exam week. Bless me kay???

-Never make a deal with devil-

PhotoGallery'09

✿PHOTO GALLERY OF YEAR 2009✿

PreciousBabeGirlsOnly

FriendsGathering

ChineseNewYear House Visiting

Gathering before taking the SPM result aka March Babe Celebration

Steamboat Gathering with longtimenosee friends

Weiping's Bday Gathering

the lateset one- Christmas Gathering!!!


ChineseLanguageSociety aka CLS
First workshop!!!

Mid-autumn Gathering!!!

Genting Trip with ZQOC!!!!

Poster-like photo!!!

MalaccaYouthCamp OC!!!


MMU Friends

Malacca-one-day Trip with coursemates!!!

PE08 Group Photo!!!!

Vince Birthday Celebration @ DreamBox!!!

FuYong aka ahkor Birthday Celebration @ US Pizza!!!

Group Photo after class!!


No more ABRSM exam in my life!!!

BYE~~~


My First Lappy!!!!

I love RED!!


My first time making chocolate flakes!!!!
Yumm~~~~


I've read 5 novels within this year!!!!
3 from Cecelia Ahern
each from Mithc Albom and Dorothy Koomson!!!!

My First Pair of Nike!!!

Nike, just do it!!!XDXD

My First Esprit Watch!!!!

It's actually men's watch!! DAMN NICE!!!!


LastButNotLeast

My DEAREST FAMILY!!!!

I thought the previous post is supposed to be the last post in my Year2009, but I felt that there's something left out. In so many ways, picture does a very good job as words cant tell. Hoping that the pictures above did tell you how wonderful my year2009 is!

Without anyone of you, the pictures wouldnt be there, the memories wouldnt be in my mind, the warmth feeling wouldnt be felt

Everyone everything has a place to fill, every piece fits itself into the puzzle of my life. That is why, I appreciate everything and all of you. Because I'm afraid the puzzle will be incompleted. I can't afford to lose even only one!!

L.O.V.E

is all around

Once again,

✿HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!!✿

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010

know wat?? It's gonna be another brand new year for everyone of us.

*Kindly notice that, this will be a full word or so-called wordy entry, if you're not interested in my life and u'r not getting to know me, kindly click the red cross at the rightmost=))*

and guess wat?? It's a bountiful year for me, a beautiful year 2009. I still remember wat I'd posted last year *see here*, I love number 9, and I said that everything would be fine and success. Okay it happened, it became real.

❤Remarkable 9 matters which matter!!!❤

1. I'd passed my ABRSM Grade8!!!!!
2. I'd decided to take engineering as my future studies
3. The very first time I left my home sweet home
4. Meeting my coursemates
5. Joining RD this family
6. The first time I got my result
7. I got a serious sick in malacca
8. The ugliness of human kind
9. The surprise my family gave me

1.1❤ This is the first thing comes into my mind!! I'd failed my grade8 for the very first time when I was in form4. You would never understand how suck the feeling was. I took another one year plus to prepare for the second time and I told myself that I must have to get it, no matter how. And till the end, I did it!!

2.1❤ March of 2009, right on my birthday. I purposely came to MMU for the open day, for sake of my future studies. I wasn't sure that what I wanted for my future, what's my ambition, what course was I going to take. I came here with my mind blank, everything was a blank. IT, accounting, management were all in my consideration, but ENGINEERING was never inside the list. I'd made this decision with much of my strength, telling myself that I must have to do it, since it's all my decision. From that day onwards, I knew it's a turning point of my life.

3.1❤ June of year 2009, I'd left home and came to malacca to continue my studies in MMU. To be frank, the very first thing I couldnt get used with was actually washing clothes all by myself instead of missing my family, living in an atmosphere without anyone of them. I do miss them, each of the day, but washing clothes? NO way!! I really hate the washing routine during the first few weeks or even months during my life in malacca. AND seriously I know how much I'm treated like a precious when I'm home.

4.1❤ Please to say that, I have them as my coursemates. Really, truly and seriously, I mean, everyone of them. Okay for some of the cases, maybe I wasnt like them much in the very first place, but we cannot judge a book by only its cover right?? After six months of being together, I'd say they are nice!!! Especially for some closer ones, I have to thank you all for being my friends as well. I used to behave like a lit boy when we'r having fun, and for your information, engineering has very less girls. Since I'm just like a boy underneath a girl's skin, they treat me like a buddy more than a girl. On the other way round, they take care of me in their very unique way. Like telling me 'hey why ur face bcome rounder??' or something like that. @@"

5.1❤ I'd made up a choice to join CLS. I've no idea why would I choose Recreational Division. But I'm glad that I did the right decision. I'm learning so many things which I'd never expected I would. We the members are bonded. Making new friends every before, after and during the events. The memorable Genting trip with ZQOC. My very first time to drink chivas whiskies without my family accompanying. The moments and experiences are so precious. And for the coming one, I hope its the best among all.

6.1❤ After the first sem final exam, I wasnt really looking forward to taking my result. I wasnt sure that had I really tried my very best?? On the other hand, I wasnt feeling nervous, too. Until the very moment I met someone, he told me the result is out, after knowing his, I started to feel panic inside. It's considered one of the best experience I had during this year. I could still remember what was my feeling when I clicked on the link and read my result. Every moment is perfectly imprinted in my mind. =)

7.1❤ End of November, I got a serious sick with having fever, flu, cough, sore throat altogether. And I tasted what's the feeling of being alone and no one is around you and no one is taking care over you. My housemates were all gone back to hometown, my roomie was included. Then, my friends who knew that I was sick were very very caring and I certainly could feel that they'r worried bout me. That kind of warmth was so much different from what I used to get when I was in JB.

8.1❤ I truly believe, no one is perfect in this world. Not everyone is so angelic so pure so naive so innocent. Not everyone will treat you trueheartedly. For me, I'm just being the real me. As I told and promised my friend before coming to malacca, I will always be the SzeEe u knew. Been in this atmosphere, I've seen enough of the darkness. Hardly see through, but you can step away. The world is still beautiful!!! LOVE always wins! Sincerity never fails!!=)

9.1❤ Still remember the previous post?? My family came all the way up to give me a BIG surprise just because of my blog stated that I miss them very much. Words cant tell how I actually felt.

With all the happy, sad, emo, just nice moments,

with all the laughters, tears, shouts bounce together,

my year 2009 is

❤COMPLETED!!!!❤

"Happy to meet new ones,

Glad to keep old ones,

bliss to have both at once!!!!!!!"

wah~~I love these sentences!! copyright by SzeEe!!=))

No matter friends, memories, experiences or even objects, really and truly, I'm GLAD to have new and old ones.

If you were friend of mine, I believe you know who I am.

The one who promised herself that she'll always be who she is

Never mind the year changes

Never mind how crazy she behaves

Never mind who she belong with

I'm SzeEe

❤Forever and Always❤

❤HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!!!!!❤

with all my might I hope that everyone around me is living with happiness in year 2010

I'm looking forward to my brand new year

so do you??

with lotsa LOVE,

SzeEe

IDunnoWhat

This is my very very first time, to stay up till the morning, sitting infront of my lappy for hours nonstop, and guess what? Doing nothing!! I ever went out at 12am and got back at 7am. But it's now 7 something, so I broke the record!!!!

Don't ask me why not sleeping, because of Idunnowhy. I'm afraid of sleeping tonight *opps I should say last night*, I wasnt having nightmare, wasnt having insomnia, I just..... just...... not willing to sleep. I await for the time I step on the express bus heading back to JB. I couldn't tell why. I'm just afraid. For Idunnowhat.

To be exact, I still did something. I searched for lotsa christmas songs and piano sheets. I have not played piano for ages!!! AGES!! Now I know, I really need this musical instrument, to ease everything in my mind, in my heart. Okay I dunno what am I crapping about. BTW, Thanks to zhuzhu for accompanying me for almost the whole midnight. Ohya, and ahyang, u might not read this but still, thanks to 'teman' me via fb chatbox. Appreciate very much.

I have to do something after hours of dilly dally. Ended up decided blogging. What about? I know there's tons of delayed entries but I just don't wanna post up, no mood! So what comes now? ROJAK!!!

It's a mango! And I got it accidentally. The story comes. One day me and my friend walked along a jalan, or lorong to be exact, then suddenly there's something dropped down from the tree. We approached closer and saw, it's a MANGO!!! It meant to be mine. I need to clarify, I didn't stole it hor!! I just picked it up, and it's mine. Hahahahaha. Fate fate fate!!! How lucky I was!=)

and you know, yea I know you know what I know, as a student, study is kind of tiring job. So I tried to do some other things which wouldn't get me feeling sleepy all the way. Then I found, calculator can actually create such a fun!!

After class, random photos. They are all my classmates=)
Btw it's December, I took it last week if no mistaken.

Then go back to November, we took lotsa photos on that particular day, 11th Nov. 1111! What a good day!

ShianYang, Andrew, JinYuff, YeeTeng, KunXiong, ahJohn, KhaiXian, ChouPing aka Robert!! Glad to have them during my very first-and-only Alpha year. They are fun, and everyone of them have their very own sense of humour! Nice people to get along with.

Photo of the day 1111=)

I love it so much! There's only one flaw, my roomie is too short hardly spot her inside the photo. Opps, I didn't state out who is the one right? Hehehe

Look carefully, both are taken at the same time, at the same place, by the same person!!! Chio right??

Finish classmates story, lets we continue with another topic. Hmm.....

I wanna eat ice cream!!!! I want sundae~~~~~~~~

The newly opened McD, photo's taken around Nov as well. ehem...

There's someone, who asked me to keep his laptop away during his exam period. Yea Joshua Chye! Hahahaha. You know what? I was like 'huh?? are you kidding me?' Cause normally, one should have to resist to something, should have to learn how to say 'NO' right? Cute action la wei.. I even hardly found a place to settle it! Should have to pay me hor u??XDXD

And it's like finally, I finished reading this novel!!! I bought it on my first sem, it's now nearly end of my 2nd sem. Hahahaha. I felt kind of emptiness once I finished you know?? It's like u give up what you used to do. Suddenly, you couldn't adapt yourself to the life without this novel. It's awesome!! I'm very into the story. Strongly recommended!!!

Story is gonna end. I'm so wanna back to JB!! Back to my family, my home!!!

I miss you :'(


end of post
-8.10am-

Good morning lovely

and

Merry Christmas!!!=)