Book Review???

People, it's now 0524, fyi, I couldn't fall asleep!!!! ever wondered last time why i always claimed that i'm physically a girl, mentally a boy? not that i'm a just-simply-looked-like-a-girl type, it's because of an unchangeable damn certain thing, girls' one and biggest problem, okay at least for me, menstrual cramps!!! GOD!! For guys who don't know how pain it is, it kills!!!! Haiz pity us girls, you guys 'd never ever know how the pain like. It really hurts you inside out upside down!

Okay stop the killer stomachache or cramps or whatever pain topics. Since I couldn't fall asleep and it's now raining heavily outside and the weather is damn chilling and it makes me feeling even worse and so I have to do something to distract myself from the killing pain and SO! I'm now blogging.

LOL

back to topic



what's the topic huh? I haven't even started the topic jeez.

it's been like half a year?? finally I finished reading this book!!
3 out of 5, lose to 'my best friend's girl' LOL

i personally love how Koomson described the 5yearold twins throughout the story

it's quite twisting because i never expected the ending would be like that.
find out yourself people=)

Yea, going to City Square Popular bookfair last week with my sista, for the very obvious reason, 'up to 70%' discount! Waseh, I even jumped from my seat when I first saw the advert in newspaper! Cause before that ms lau told me Dataran Pahlawan had a book clearance and I was like, 'OMG I'm still in JB!!!!'. HEHE

Hehe!!! JB has Popular Bookfair YEAH!!
pic above is only part of it, I'd say it occupied the whole CS groundfloor
for those who haven't got this news, yea the last day of this bookfair falls on 20th June!

there's not only book books and alot more bookssssss
but it also selling CDssss DVDssss stationary productssssss in a very low price!!

and these are what I've bought=)
the hidden red color thingy is actually a ring file, 1 fiction, 1 non-fiction, 3 ballpens
for only 43 buckss can you believe??
the actually price is 70++ if not mistaken
*sry for the low quality photo =x*

Books I've brought to Malacca.
starting from the left, peach color book
I'm going to give up 'A place called here', I couldn't really understand what the author trying to tell me.
'A Little Princess', sounded familiar?? It's a classical story book. I haven't touched it since the day I'd bought her. Like years ago?
another fiction 'Suddenly Single' which I just bought it days ago AND non-fiction 'Things I wish my mother had told me'
'Teen's Heart', I borrowed from mr chan months ago, contains lotsa short stories, quite a spiritual book
'The purpose driven life', birthday present from mr chan, sorry to say I'm not ready to go through with it. Hahaha

I don't think I need to buy any book for the next one whole year. Hahaha

my eyes looked freaking puffy ohgod
this book is still in progress, about days to finish
Borrowed from ms lau, 'The five people you meet in heaven'
another great work from Mitch Albom
if you people do follow my blog, should know this author?
*click here*

Lalala.
Done this post I guess. It's like book introduction or book review? LOL I'm not intended to talk so much but since I got all the photos, heheeeeeee

read 'Marshmallow for breakfast' then you'll know what's this
what exactly I urge for now!!




ever heard 'cry your heart out'?

I'd say

'cough my lung out!!!!'



jeez

uncertain weather just makes people fall sick

take care yea


ps: I've added some new functions in my blog, explore it out yea
plz la people, dun read and go okay?
leave me something❤❤❤
blogger needs motivation to go on!
LOL


I can't stay any longer, have to take a nap no matter how, guess what time is now?

7am!! MORNING WORLD!

anyway, I do feel better. thx god

xoxo

Not to Take Friends' Love as Granted

don't kill me pleaseXDD

Had a very long talk with ms lau, 3 hours non stop what do u think? I'm inspired and I strongly believe that ms lau gets something throughout the conversation as well.

You are allowed to take out the old memories and do some flashbacks, no matter it's a pleasant one or not. Cause they are part of your past. Without any piece of them, your life puzzle wouldn't be completed.

Sometimes, things are not as beautiful as it seemed to be, cause we knew seeming and being are not one and the same. Since when we became friends? Since when ten of us were bonded together?? Since when we became zimui??? It's been years ago I'd say. Couldn't deny that time can change many things. But I believe, there're some certain things can't be changed.

As I always say: different people, different minded. Everyone is trying to find their own definition of relationship. But from so many definitions, I found that a real relationship is built on equality and trust. And these two are actually based on time. Is that 5 years long enough to build up a bridge of friendship? I bet it's even longer to build a more-than-friendship bridge. yea?

Time flies, we WERE once form1 and form2 classmates, until now we ARE all grown ups. Don't deny that your thinking never changed, don't deny that your friends around never changed. Time passes through us, as well as we pass through it. Throughout the period, we have changed but we're still the same I'd say.

When we forget ourselves, usually we do something everyone else remembers. Same goes to our friends. Look at the very basic things which bonded us together at the very first place. 'Laughter', 'stories', 'gossips', 'tears', etc. Looking back at the photos we took, don't you feel so lovely? Don't you think how wonderful the moments we'd spent together were? Won't you feel an urge to embrace the past?

We were once strangers. We got the chance to meet each other, we became friends, we keep holding it until we named each other as zimui. Isn't the fate bonded us together sounded so precious?

I know it's hard to take the first initiative step, but it's rather good than remain the thing unsolved. Don't assume that it's too late to get involved. *or never wanted to touch this issue*, *or thinking that it's over and everything can be started all over again*.

remember...
the billion blessings in our life, it's like sprinkling sunshine on a cloudy day

For the 'me' hours ago, I can simply ignore the matter which I wasn't involved. I liked to say 'the mystery of not knowing is more enjoyable'. *thinking back, yea i was so heartless* After the talk with ZiHui, we were both thinking maybe we should do something. Though this post may not help, but more or less, we feel something right?

the bonded us=)

Love is when you're as concerned about someone else's situation as you're about your own


Lotsa LOVE,
SzEe3


P.S: This is actually a twin-post. Please refer another part of it from ms lau dot com.
P.P.S: It's now 0806, morning people

Wedding Dress

BigBang, TaeYang

Muahahahaha MUCH LOVE a song written by him!!!! Ever since JasonTan recommended me that song! I first listened to the piano version on YouTube, there I swore I wanted to get the piano score no matter howwww! LOL!!

Present to you

Wedding Dress
Click here for the piano score


ohya, hours later I'm going to check my foundation final result!!! HOHOHO!! I'm so nervous yet excited I don't know why! Going to chocolate fair later, after that going to celebrate herng's birthday at That's Cafe! Wooohooooooo! Gonna be a great day with my lovely babes and buddies! Enjoy your day also yea people!!

ps: 've added the piano scores for previous songs i played, in each individual entry=))
the tag can be found under 'labels' column- Piano score


xoxo

lotsa LOVE
SzEe3

Flashback I: EnginGang❤

You won't know, you can't imagine how fast the time passes until you look back- how far have you gone; what have you been through. Time really flies, it ticks away without you knowing.

It's damn a certain thing you can't rewind the clock, you can only look back, but you can't redo even a single thing you have done. What do you regret the most? I bet everyone has his own answer, so do I. But I'm not going to tear it open, which is most probably unpleasant one, I rather keep it deep inside.

Soon, I'll be pursuing an Engineering degree, Electronic majoring in Telecommunication. I've made my mind. That's it. Thinking back June last year, I was so nervous yet excited bout getting into university. With my parents' nagging, my friends' advices and all the love, I went to Malacca and started my new life, not all alone, but together with my classmate aka sista- ZiHui. And there she became my dearest roomie.

same as other universities or form6 high schools, we had our first week of uni life or so-called orientation week. On the last day, we had a closing ceremony aka orientation night, which was so an exciting and enjoyable night I'd say. I love the OCs and their cheer!! click here

During the first few weeks of our brand new life, we love to hang out together, by bus you know?! went shopping here and there. People might see us as we're bonded to each other. OMG to those who don't believe me that I could keep my hair long, see this!!! Mine is much more longer now if compared to last time okay?!! This is real short

see the gang, that's zihui's group, for Human Development's project one. Last time, 3 of us- ZiHui, YeeTeng and I used to go to class together. I don't know since when, we go to class with only our own company. Anyway, friendship's still there even we don't stick together.

Preparing for our midterm or test? forgotten yea hahahaha. Anyway, that's mmu library, and we went for dinner straight after studying. That's really impressive!! We ordered damn much know?!! look at the pic and figure out yourself! We both like hungry ghosts.

We went Island Red Cafe, yumcha in the afternoon can you imagine that??HAHAHA. Hmm we played something kinna like truth-or-dare, then the loser 'll get himself a tortoise on the back of his hand, from each player!! I'm not gonna tell you who's the winner. Figure out yourself! Lalala~~~

Okay I remember this night and yes, we're yumcha kaki. OMG its a damn freaking cold night and you know what the guys doing?? They shared ghost stories!!!! OMG I was like a coward but pretended 'ohyeah? really? eii I felt very cold laaa' trying to shift the topic. Course I couldn't stop them. The story continued until dawn!!! 5 something approached 6!! We went for dimsum straight!! Pro us!! ShianYang, FuYong, John, KhaiXian and Leslie, GOSH they looked so different!! HAHAHAHA!!

Engin gang first outing. Poor me I'm always the only girl, cause ZiHui sticks with her bf, YeeTeng used to back to hometown on weekend. okay maybe during that time I was still a girl to them. After a period of time......ehem... I helped them caught quite alot of hilarious photos at Eyes on M'sia. Due to maintaining their images, better I don't simply upload. Hehe

I skipped class if not mistaken, for sake of going Botanical Garden with ZiHui, CherYang her bf, and YeeTeng. Had lotsa fun, same here we took many funny photos, I guess I'll get killed if I upload all those pics. Hahaha

Right after our 1st sem Final exam. It's certainly a happy moment!!!! The joyfulness of being able to play basketball after such a long period of time! Years I guess. 3 on 3 some more. LOL and from here I lost my surname to my ahkor once, know why? He shot in the ball from half court away which I bet he couldn't. It's ALL because of luck because we've seen how bad his skill is! HAHAHAHA

Ms Lau and I went shopping again! Someone said, girls always have not enough blouses and dresses in their closet. Strongly agree!! For ZiHui and I, we seem more likely to be the girls who have not enough shoes in their shoes racks. I just bought another pair of sandals yesterday!!

Vincent's Bday celebration @ DreamBox. One whole engin gang omg!!

Coming up next was his Bday celebration @ US pizza which I couldn't find any outlet in JB. Yes that's the card I did for him. He's the only listener I have in Malacca so I think I should do something in return? Hahaha. Couldn't deny that he knew me very well, or I should say I believe in this person and I'd sometimes speak to him. He teaches me alot, I may not agree with him all the time, though. He has a weird minded and I wondered how his mind works. He is just so different with other people. and He's my ahkor, FuYong.

2nd Sem. Group photo with my funny coursemates.

End here. The next post 'd be engin gang in Year 2010!!! If you're observant enough, you may realize the pics above are all in year 2009 and they're all about my life with my coursemates. The post coming up next 'd be categorized into housemie and CLS gang *chinese language society*

May wonder why I'd do such posting. Cause this is the year end of one academic year. Degree course 'll be starting next week. Time to have a conclusion for all!


You've gone a million miles, how far'd you get??
Looking back at those photos made me feeling so contented!!!
I do live my life to the fullest!!

Stay tuned people. More and more to come!! =)))

It's 1.09am, my favourite 9!! Time to sleep lo!

ciao


lotsa LOVE,
SzEe3

blahblahblah

Okay, ask me what's the time now

'2:10am'


ask me why am i blogging at this timing


'because my whole family still sitting up and i'm now using my lappy lying on my sis's bed and my legs' on her pillow LMAO'


ask me what time am i going to sleep


'soon, probably right after posting this'


ask me why am i so darn freaking free and doing such idiot thingy


'because i simply want to update my dead-blog'


ask me when am i willing to go to bed early


'i found that i was born to be a nightcrawler'


ask me......


'bcoz.......'


ask me......


'................'


-end-



love yea,
night ppl=)

xoxo

Sweet Bye and Bye

I owed my friend a promise

Hmm... Since when we become friends?

Is it during mid autumn gathering?? Sorry for my forgetfulness XDD

Anyway, you're soon going to Cyber campus to continue your studies

I think it's time to fulfill it

I'm sorry I couldn't make it live for u

Its damn a hard task for me, even to find a piano or keyboard

hey guy, all the best in your life in Cyber!!

may the good luck follows wherever you go!!

Keep in touch

PS: I couldn't find 'Mariage d`amour' video clip in my lappy, *which was the song I played during mid autumn rehearsal if you still remember XDD*. I guess I didn't record it down. So this song I played is 'Sweet Bye and Bye' *it's not the full version though, got some mistakes also* but treat it as a replacement, okay? The title of this song tells what I want to say to you. LOL

Bye


Take care yea


Enjoy your night+dawn+morning=)


click here for the piano score


love,
SzEe3

Announcement!!!!

I TRULY FREAKLY AMAZINGLY AM RELIEVED!!!!!

Officially Announce

I'M GONNA DATE WHOEVER

I'M GONNA UPDATE EVERY SINGLE POST I LEFT BEHIND

I'M GONNA SPEND MY TIME VIGOROUSLY

-WATCHING
DRAMA
MOVIE
ANIME

-READING
MARSHMALLOW FOR BREAKFAST
THE PURPOSE DRIVEN LIFE
A LITTLE PRINCESS

-SHOPPING
SHOES
DRESS

CAFE EXPLORING

NIGHT DRIVING

etc etc

LALALA

This is a super short update, cause I'm gonna dinner with my friend. Okay he's Leslie, and yes I've mentioned your name!! LOL! People, your date is much welcomed!! I won't turn down any of my friends date! Well unless it's clashed with my family outing.

Gonna back to JB on coming Wednesday!! Dear all, if not mistaken you are preparing for your exam?? DAMN!! It clashed!!! Anyway, perhaps we could meet up for a gathering or so? I know Herng's Bday celebration is gonna be held soon. See you guys there??

Girls, look here!!Girls Talk needed!! It's been quite a long time since the last update I'm afraid. I'll arrange the time and 'll let you girls know afterward!! Please squeeze some slot for me!!!

*I felt something from the pic attached, and it goes quite well with what I thought*
*LOVE*


I'm single and I'm free

LOL



I love my life


and



I feel life



lotsa LOVE
SzEe3
❤

LALALA~~

Weeks ago i guess, ms Lau cooked me this

*slurp*

indeed, it tickles my taste buds by only looking at the pic...I couldn't get a proper meal until i back to jb. Pity me...

I'm not hungry now, but simply miss home cook soup weiii

Damn I have no mood to study now! No motivation at all. God, somebody help me pls!!

since tomorrow is english paper, i suppose I'm practicing my English by blogging my exam life out??? This sem's exam preparation is abit different if compared to the last 2 sems. Why?? Cause I'd spent my study week in JB!!!!

Damn happy sial~~~~I can simply drive here and there, drop by here and there to do my revision. People 'd ask me, 'why don't you study at home??'.

Simple, there is only one very reason: I couldn't even sit still at home, not to mention study! There are too many temptations, I'll lay on sofa and watch tv when I'm in living room, 'll sit in front of the desktop surfing net when I'm free, 'll chat and '8' with my family, 'll play piano if I'm in mood, 'll go kitchen and search anything 'can be eaten' in the refri and so so so on! I'm so dead, overjoyed in the mood of staying at home. So I simply couldn't stay at home and study.

Okay done explanation, lets see where I hung around during the luxurious time in JB.
*only for studying*

MCD!!!

Though it's a popular place for MMU students, but it isn't a favourite for JB students.
I forgot which particular day, I and my bff who is taking her form6 studies, went to MCD.

HOHOHO... That wasn't our day, cause MCD was floated with people!!! People watching Thomas Cup live. Haiiizzz... Gonna sigh whenever talking bout this, I'm so disappointed that Malaysia lose to China again!! Moreover watching LinDan's conceited face after he won the match. Gosh I had an urge to smash the tv. LOL

okay back to topic

I was amazed, because the notes she has. No way!!! It's way too MUCH!!!!

she's taking physics, same with me. But, oh god, I seriously pity u form6 guys. T.T

The bottom one is hers
Middle one is mine
The second top reference book is hers
the top one is mine- my novel
HAHAHA~
see that?? and that's not all!!!

the best companion in MCD!!

the other day

I'm so happy I've found *or explored* a great place to study, even for whole day long!!*but you have to be a bit cheeky laa* why??? Haha I'm gonna tell you the reason why

1. I arrived at 3pm. Yup here it is, VIVO

2. Ordered a high tea set *slurp*
ps:: the American cheese cake is rather good than the one in secret recipe!!

3. Love the lighting there, nice spot to camwore
btw, it's raining outside. God i was so in mood to study!!XDD

4. Before starting my revision
*I'm the only customer X.X*

5. Dada!! start doing revision! Physics notes duh!!!
okay, from now you can notice the cake and coffee, be eaten and drank bit by bit whilst the time passed by

6. Time to have a rest and take a bite

7. physics sucks! luckily I brought my applied math along
see the cake??HEHE

8. After half an hour i guess *still no one*

9. The rain stopped. The mist on the window

Did you notice the sky is getting dark??haha

10. It was about 7. As you can see, still no customer. I wondered how it survives from so many competitors. Maybe, that's also the reason, why I'd choose this place to study.

11. I'd done so many questions

*contented*

12. My hot coffee even became iced coffee. So can you imagine how long I stayed?

13. Paid the bill

I spent only 7 bucks but sat from 3pm to 8pm. LOL

14. and the feedback I gave
I did not dare to tick the last 2 column, the supervisor there 'd kill me i guess, 'spent only 7 bucks here for whole day long but the face thick enough to give lousy feedback!!' LOL

Overall, it's indeed a nice place to study. *well at least for me* I like everything there, from the food and cake served, customer service to the ambiance, lighting and even the music played

Last pic I took before I left

On the same day, after taking dinner with my friend, I went to MCD again! but this time only with my own company.

I spent lesser. only 5 bucks

Lalala~~~

continue with this

Haha I don't know how am i going to end this post, because it's all in a sudden urge! I have totally no mood to study after I finished the applied math paper on monday, not to mention the coming subject is the bored-till-dead English. And it's now 9pm, I'm gonna sit for the exam 12 hours later.


PS: everything in this post is a mess I know. The pic attached don't have my bloglink tagged like it used to be. But I simply wanna update something to make my blog alive. It's been quiet for a long time. Yes, it's pretty dead. Some more, I'm actually practicing my grammar by typing it out *DUN BLUFF!!!* Hahahahaha

PPS: ms Lau, I've done this post!! when's ur turn??XDD


For me, the greatest thing at this moment is to do what I shouldn't. Imma go bed and sleep. Perhaps I'll wake up at 3am. Wish me luck people!!

Good night everyone,
muackzz


lotsa LOVE,
SzEe3

Risk❤

Before and after editing
this is the photo which I took at A'Famosa


'u can only see the stars when it's dark enough'

i'm addicted to read those meaningful quotes
i can sit infront of my lappy and google for the quotes for hours
I don't know why am I still here blogging bullshitnonsense instead of going bed and have a nice sleep
GOD!! is this always the excuse i used to lied to myself?

Time to have a nice rest and start doing revision laa
*piak piak*
wake up! start heating up ur engine lo leesze!!
Else I wonder how are u going to save ur physics3 damn lousy result!!

To love is to risk not being loved in return
To hope is to risk pain
To try is to risk failure

but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing

with lotsa love,
SzEe3