深夜日记 中文版 第一集

其实现在的身体状况是非常疲累的，但精神却异常亢奋。差不多一小时前才回到家，错过了与家人搓汤圆的机会为的是跟久违的朋友碰头。我知道以现在这个心情是难以入眠的，脑袋里一直重复着刚才的情景与对话。好吧，我再来个深夜的反省。


不知是否大家都在成长，感觉今天以后我会以另一种眼光看待今晚出席的那几位乡亲父老。真的都长大了，对生活有了各自的态度、见解。我不懂，近十年的友情是怎么转变。不过回头一看，我们一起走过的路真的挺漫长的。几经岁月翻转，我们从零星的几个人，拼拼凑凑到现在如此阵容，我只能说时间这东西真的很奇妙。


有这么一位仁兄，我近乎一年才见他一两面，但感情还是那么要好。每次的相遇都让我觉得，他。越。来。越。搞。笑。只要有他在的场合十之八九是具爆炸性的，其一原因可能是因为他对开黄腔这事绝对乐此不疲。哈！

但。是。

今晚，他抛下了几颗极富教育性的震撼弹。我们谈论范围之广，跨足了人生各个领域。社会、工作、教育、两性，要什么有什么。就跟大家分享其中一个金句：人就像alignment，没有调正的话就偏离道路冲下山坡。如果问题太严重不能修复，那应该就是时候要换新车了哈哈。详细内容就不方便透露，不过肯定的是大家都在某程度上长了见识，互相懂的秘密也多了哈！我自己其实是获利不少嘿。尤其是那个“昂格格”那段哈哈哈！

倩，我知道你一定很想知道是什么事，不告诉你哈哈！


我们解决不了的问题，
就以一个玩笑减轻沉积已久的重担。
以上扬的嘴角代替拥抱。
以爽朗的笑声拂去烦恼。

尘埃已落地，虽然不能擦掉过去，我们能向往未来。你们让我觉得万物皆有可能。你们让我更清楚看到人生不同面。

很多人都说，朋友不用多，知心的哪怕是一个就够了。在同一时间说出同一句话；用一个眼神就能表达。有这样的默契是需要培养的吗？那我应该培养了好几个。感恩感恩。



很多时候，不是为了要答案才把问题道出。

很多时候，我们喝的不是茶，是默契，是相惜，是当下心情。（好啦其实是星巴克）



一小时过去，脑海里还是你们的声音……（笑）


为你写诗
为你静止
为你做不可能的事


仪

我。很。想。家。

翻开考卷那一刹那，嘴角还微微上扬。扫描了题目一眼，貌似都是囊中物。好一个貌似，越做越发觉得不妥。好久没有体会这种“完蛋”的feel，只能苦笑准备迎来final那场硬仗。

不知是否这张paper的“含金量”没那么重，我一点内疚的感觉都没有（“看得开”模式启动）。虽然说15分在总数40分的coursework里占了快一半，但是人生哲学告诉我，做人就不要太被数字束缚，美好的东西是数字不能衡量的！哈哈！说的头头是道，其实心想回家该怎么面对老爸老妈。（妈咪你看到的话，你要知道你女儿我是有认真在读书的哦！）

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去了趟Big Bad Wolf (BBW)书展后，发现近来品味比较偏向非小说路线。读着在这世界上的另一个人的故事，无论他在世与否，都打从心底觉得很神奇。没有任何一个人能擦掉生活过的痕迹，被记载在书里的故事更是可歌可泣的、最真实的存在。

我人生中第一本非小说是《相约星期二》Tuesday with Morrie，或许认识我的朋友知道我很爱这本书，但是不知道其实我读的第一个版本是中文译版 ，之后才买英文原版。认真大力推荐！如果真的有时间，可以在这个link读（没有收费，完整版）。线上只找到中文版，英文的可以去买书，很值得收藏。如果不喜欢读书看字，可以看它的翻拍电影Tuesday with Morrie，不过我可以肯定文字带给你的冲击和感动肯定远超电影所及。


这是在BBW买的新书，With Love And Laughter, John Ritter。我决定买不买一本书的习惯是读它的preface序言，这本书打从一开始就让我眼眶泛红。John Ritter在美国算是家喻户晓的喜剧演员，跟作者是夫妻关系，不过他在2003年因病逝世。这本书记录了他们台下幕后的生活，他对人生积极的态度。

With Love and Laughter, John Ritter -by Amy Yasbeck

最后一句的past tense看得我心疼。

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对，要回家了。这念头光想想就很激动。虽然说圣诞、跨年都不能跟他们过，不过我有套安慰自己的方法；读local u的朋友们在那时候还要考试呢哈哈哈！嗯，我很邪恶。不过人生哲学告诉我（又来），一个人的世界总需要另一个人做陪衬，一起哭过笑过，所以你才知道什么是快乐，何谓悲伤。所以，朋友你们懂我的。考试加油吧哈哈！


最近生活上的小小不如意让我格外想家。虽然很多人跟我一样，从来就只报喜不报忧，不过跟他们通电话聊些小事，问问他们的晚餐如何，就能让我打起精神重新面对一切。家人二字的威力不容小觑。声音就有如此动力，可想而知每每回家的那份心情是多么激动。



【从小梦想着长大，然后做大人的事情。
渐渐地我们成了大人，真的成了大人，经历大人所经历的一切。
没有人会问疼不疼，累不累，所有人都把自己当成大人。
但只有父母，
我们在他们面前，永远是孩子，长大的梦想，永远也不会实现。
“长大”这个字眼，只是在小时候才会熠熠生辉。】


仪

BBW2013 | Recent

3 weeks hiatus. First post in December.

Bad luck has been following me. Was so devastated until not long ago, went makan with my sister and she indeed lightened up everything around us. 

When people see me as a positive source, I as well get mine from my closest ones. I need recharging too. Calling back home, hanging out with sisters, listening to music, tumblring, etc. etc..

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I went to KL last Wednesday for this BigBadWolf (BBW) book sale at MIECC @ The Mines. Going to Pavilion before that because BBW was open 24 hours (Awesome wasn't it?!). It took me one hour to reach KL Sungai Besi toll and another 2 hours to Pavilion!!! That was the first time I experienced the traffic in KL. CRAZY!

Wanted to look for the Christmas deco at Pavilion but I ended up taking only few shoots from the entrance. So so damn regret I didn't spend my time wisely. FML!


only interior I shot. Missed the carousel!!! Aghhh hate myself!

*googled for better picture!*

I didn't even have a closer look about everything. It's Christmas we're talking about! Hate myself x2!

Morganfield's. Huge portion. Don't simply order! It states 3-4 persons but I assure you it's far more than that!

Haiz. Been there done that. It's closed inside. FOL.

Bye Pavilion.

I found that the line character super annoying. Does it have anything to do with christmas except wearing a christmas hat?- -

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Reaching BBW at midnight 00:00 sharp. I thought there would be less people during the night who knows the crowd was no joke. Well I was the one who purposely went there from Malacca so, no whining. It was indeed my kinda sanctuary heaven!


Crowd at 12 midnight. I was grinning ear to ear once I stepped into the hall. Pile of books.

I love books. I love places with lotsa books. I adore people who read especially those who share the same liking in authors and books with me. 

Sooooooo, I didn't see this coming: 

Spending 4 straight hours for books hunting until 4 o'clock in the morning. Pity my friends who accompanied me. I felt so sorry yet satisfying at the same time. I didn't really get what I was looking for, but it was actually a matter of luck and that was probably the fun part of the whole book hunting thing. 

I was so thrilled that I was lucky enough to find two Cecelia Ahern's books, leaving "How to Fall in Love" and "One Hundred Names" to complete her novels collection.

From this book sale I found that I'm no longer drawn to those chick lit and prefer true stories and non-fictions. Many of them I've read, or the story lines are more or less the same. It's time to look for something different.

Spending not more than RM100 to get all these. Crazy not.

PS: Amy Yasbeck's was drenched in water and is now doing sunbathing. Darn.

another thing to highlight! Even the plastic bag design is cute!
*Read more for less*


*Read happily ever after*
True. I think these books can last me for quite a long time!

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went to temple yesterday hoping won't be so suey anymore. It's almost the end of 2013. Let it ends peacefully pretty please?

Haha sorry YieTing, this is the only decent group photo we have. SSS back to his family!

kinda miss you fella! Don't miss us too much in Cyberjaya.

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THROWBACK

A long-await date with the ladies.

Decent coffee found in Malacca town.

and then shit happened.

drawing helps relieve a little.

she helps a lot in many ways.

although this one thing she can't help me. No one can.

realizing that Christmas draws near. Once-a-year project started not long ago. I hope I can complete it in time. Too damn busy lately :'(

yea and have the time to blog.

and to draw. Haha well this is the last piece of drawing. Next year only start a new sketchbook. Or maybe not.

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Favourite Tumblr time

Too cute!!! 

I always wanted to share this but I have no time, and I don't want to post on FB or Instagram. Waiting until now. I laughed freaking hysterically when I first read it. Damn funny. Especially the "Be careful not to slip" part. LOL!!!

Like this pic. Kinda creepy though but I like the idea of it.

The light bulb symbolizes our thoughts and how over-thinking can kill us.

Lately I been, I been losing sleep

Dreaming about the things that we could be

But baby, I been, I been praying hard

Said no more counting dollars

We'll be counting stars

Way to Christmas...

One Republic - Counting Stars. I prefer this cover by Hanbyul. Acoustic version.

I like the lyric.

I feel something so right
By doing the wrong thing
And I feel something so wrong
By doing the right thing
I could lie, could lie, could lie
Everything that kills me makes me feel alive



Well, done typing this post I'm the happy me again. Fuck those bad lucks.


PS: lazy to double check. Forgive me for any grammar or what shit mistake.
PPS: swearing a lot. I'm sorry.

xoxo
Ee