Monday, May 27, 2013

May Summary | Every Little Thing

Still, grumbling. A super random post before I go back to Malacca tomorrow. And KL the next day, and Genting next, then back to KL again, lastly return to JB for the last time before school reopen.

Talking about this, I think I have this "FYP phobia" now. Even by the thought of it I feel STRESS. Like so-damn-freaking stress. Can't imagine I'm now 22 and am an engineering final year student. Gosh, today only got praised by my customer saying that I looked like 19-20 and cute. Haha. How time flies :(

Ended my training and felt kinda empty inside. They are all kind and funny people. (Mom always said as long as people didn't kill me then I'll say them nice, I think it's true.)


'm really tired now but I don't feel like going to bed. I spent this weekend working. I thought I lost my legs last night (Saturday night) when I got home, and today I can't feel my shoulder. I know what's hard earn money now. It's been tough, really. 

However, my previous weekends were amazingly spent with my favourite people. Forever grateful.

May is just another random month. Since I wont be updating till next week a.k.a starting of June, here's a summary of the month.

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a funny moment. taking this pic with the waitress simply because she's too cute.
@ La Gourmet Pelangi

We can hardly get together next time so every moment is so so precious! All the best to you all who graduated!! Grats that you all make it through! It's soon my turn ;)


the whole nation was so looking forward to the day and it failed us all. After GE13, I could tell we all grew even united and stronger. It's passed 21 days and everything in its own place. Shall never lose faith.

Mr Hafiz a.k.a one of my superiors. He did take good care of me and I really liked him!

and the engineer team! Thanks guys for taking care of me during these 3 months! and of course this farewell dinner! I won't forget the moment when I gave my "speech". Hehe

a random weekend with BFF. Pampering ourselves with the nicest breakfast in JB.


Mommys' day present from elder sis.

and the side effect. LOL she'll kill me! Sometimes I really can't accept that my mom's sitting in living room and surfing facebook or taking picture. She's officially addicted.

random siblings outing.

siblings casings. I love this kinda design! People who know me, I've been using my "naked" iphone for long until I found this casing for only RM10 each. Happily bought two, one for this babi.

another crazy weekend spent with babi and I still remember we laughed A LOT that night. Brought her to Anna's Kitchen for dinner. Due to some reasons, I was kinda looking forward to this visit. Hmm sadly to say, the food's just so-so. only the ambiance gets the merit.

wanted to brush up my drawing skill and I was having eye allergy that time. EPIC FAILED. The more I look at this piece, the more ugly I think it is. Guess this is the only piece I thought it shouldn't appear in my sketchbook at the first place. Damn hard to draw eye lo. Regretting....

Reread "Where Rainbow Ends". The last time I read was like 3 years ago. Still, it caught my tears.

and found this in the book. Couldn't help flashing back xmas memories last year.


wanted to go S.E.A aquarium @ Singapore. Ended up online purchased the wrong ticket and went to Underwater World. Why la confused people! I thought there's only one in Sentosa. :(((

Totally not worth the money. But that amazing feeling when I got to see all these jellyfishes.

I used to get called by this nickname when I was keeping my short hair time.

the elder sis purposely took leave to take us around. Some more she needed to fly to another country in the next few hours after we left. Glad that you have fun in QingDao now. Love yea.

If you know I LOVE books more than people (haha just kidding), I wouldn't miss this booksale! 
BIG BAD WOLF BOOK SALE in JB Danga City Mall Expo until 2nd of June! 

I've been waiting for this time to come true!! All the books are at crazy low price you won't believe. Even the encyclopedia costed not more than RM50. Most of the fictions ranged RM8-RM10! It's like 85% off from the original price. I found RM1 comic fiction- -


Harvest! I got 6 for myself and babi got 3! I should pull a trolley like others did so I can carry more with me!

I bought a little bit different style than my usual taste. I got crime and fantasy fictions this round!
These 9 books costed me only RM74. I love BBW.

JB-ians-must-go.


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A sentence I come across during the bookfair and it took me minutes to fully understand it:

Happiness is a how, not a what; a talent, not an object.




It's about the end of May, have you done anything yet?

PS: All the best to my best friends who are going to sit for final exams! You know who you are. It's been long since our last meet. I think 2 weeks? Haha miss ya!


Love,
Ee


Super nice song I addicted to recently, enjoy!

Monday, May 20, 2013

520 | CNBLUE Blind Love Piano Cover

Am so lazy to edit and upload photos. Here's some grumbling don't mind me.


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Planning to go for a trip once I finished the attachment, wherever will do. But end up rotting at home.

CNBLUE Blue Moon concert burned too. Was so so looking forward to this concert. UGH! Why is everything all screwed up.

Kinda disappointed to my holiday. It ain't turn out the way I thought or planned. I even feel like going back to work. At least the routine kept me busy and organized. Now I'm doing nothing meaningful just facing my laptop every single shitty day.


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5-20-13

Funny.

I'm not sure if staying single makes me feel so ridiculous, or it's just plain jealous of people making such a big fuss about this day.

It's not like you'll love your bf/gf/husband/wife more on 20th May. If you love him/er like everyday do, 520 just simply a date. You make your everyday 520 is what really matters I supposed?


Okay maybe I'm jealous. - -


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You know how much I love CNBLUE. Not like those crazy addicted fangirls, but I really appreciate their talents and passions toward music as they produce their own songs and albums.

Followed by the Korean title track "I'm Sorry" which's composed by Yonghwa, Jonghyun the guitar freak composed this song, "Blind Love" as the title of their latest 5th Japanese single.


CNBLUE- Blind Love

I've covered 3 songs from CNBLUE, the first two, "Love Girl" and "Because I Miss You" were played by ear. and this, a very easy piece, I got the piano sheet *HERE*


Maybe falling in love makes those realistic issues unseen, makes you become illogical, go out of bounds and think everything is possible. That's why people said love is blind.


Damn I'm such a logical person.


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I think I should go back to drawing sometime.


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Only decent photo. BORING!




























Prefer this HAHA!


Do you have a great 520?- -


love,
Ee

Saturday, May 11, 2013

实习·纯文字



从半夜两三点睡,到近来十点前就钻进被窝;
从中午十二点醒,到近来六点就要爬出被窝。

这个转变是很惊人的。没有所谓的循序渐进。

正式实习前的那一晚,我还是拖到半夜一两点才睡。直到隔天放工回家,一到九点多马上转入睡眠状态。

这三个月来,我就是这么度过的。
对我来说非常不寻常的、太有规律的生活。


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工作日的早睡早起,还是成就不了潜伏在身体里的懒虫。
我当然需要一些睡眠来抵消周末的多姿多彩、逍遥自在。
所以懒虫它理直气壮地,在礼拜睡上了一整天。
它怎么就不能自律一点。(无奈)


总而言之,工作日的我还算是个挺乖的小女孩。(对,22岁的小女孩)
虽然偶尔会闯闯“黄灯”;
偶尔会“不小心”超速;
偶尔在工作时当姜太公,
但庆幸的是,我从没迟到不只,我竟还是最早到的那一个。
记录维持了三个月整。谢谢。


另一边,不会放过任何一个聚会的我,总在周末早出晚归。
没办法,大姐猪妹都很想念我;朋友们都爱我(真的!哈)
我不想拒绝邀约让他们失望。
(虽然很多时候都是我提议的)
所以在这三个月的周末,我近乎都不在家。


这么说来,你觉得我没时间陪爸妈了对不?
其实这三个月,跟他们才更是无所不谈。
早上起来已有妈妈准备好的早餐(这么说来,妈妈才是这三个月来最累的人)。
六点九个字到七点三个字是我们用早餐、谈谈心的时间。
晚上回到家冲了凉,就有一桌子的菜等着我。
这时候是两夫妻打情骂俏 + 一个傻子在旁边配衬的晚餐时间。
这三个月来看了很多出喜剧,主角都是他们。不当演员实在浪费!


所以,只要出门前有交待,
跟谁出、去哪里、到几点,
他们都会很放心。
反而最近老是唠叨念我迟回家的,是家里那位老大姐。
可是还是爱你好吗。


嗯……

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说说工作环境……

看着同期也在实习的朋友们都有其他一起实习的伙伴,
不知该开心还是羡慕,我的同事们都是有至少两三年经验的工程师。
我是整个部门唯一一个实习生。唯二的女生。

工作范围之广,从文书,到拍摄工作(真的!那是个很长的故事!)我都包办。
虽然间中累积起来应该有两三个礼拜是得空的,
可是身为实习生,一点都不敢摆出懒散的姿态。
这三个月的座右铭——就算没事情做,也要装忙!


1位manager,14位engineers,2位technicians,1位trainee。
这个是我的部门——product engineering department。
一点都没关系到我大学前三年读的东西。
一开始觉得我被分错部门了,可是公司制度问题,不能转换。
我唯有坚持。

三个月下来,我突然觉得原来被派到这里是我的福气。
让我最怀念的,就是早上八点半跟他们一起开会的时光。
原以为Engineer就会挺严肃的,可是看着他们,这个说法就被推翻了。
超可爱的菲律宾人,很搞笑的马来人,很幽默的华人。
这个Team,让我觉得他们是在Flex里头最有活力的工作团队。

三个月下来,我交了很多国籍的朋友。
看着505大选时被一票一票载来我国的外籍人士,被唆使,被利用,
之后还被本地居民逮个正着,逼得慌了,哭了。谁来保护他们?
其实我心里切切地替他们觉得不值。
一个国家的腐败,需要另一国家的人来承担。
他们不过是飘洋过海来到这里讨口饭吃,为了养活生计,
家里有老有少多少张口等着他们喂饱。
亲耳听了很多他们的故事,他们多久没回家。
我想,我们是应该多给他们些人情味的。


同事们从上个星期就开始为我安排farewell,
就在9号星期四的晚上。
毫无预料下,他们叫我发表离别感言。
说了串我自己都不太记得的话,可是那想流泪的冲动是忘不了的。
很感谢他们的聆听,他们对我的点头,到最后的掌声。
这个团队真的很棒。


离最后一个下班前的十五分钟,我向一些熟识的操作员(Operators)道别。
她们的拥抱祝福,他们的握手言谢,其实让我更为感动。
红了眼眶地跟他们道别,心中的不舍,其实是他们。
他们是很热情的。
前提是你要先对他示好,简单的微笑点头就够了。
哪怕是职位再小、身份再卑微的人,互相尊重是必需的。
姿态摆得多高,人与人的距离就多远,这是我学到的。


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一生以来没一次过接受那么多的赞美。
可能是最后一天的关系,大家都对我格外的好。
之前都听过叫我“Comel”的、“Cantik”的,可是有一句,我会铭记于心……

在那里工作的大姐问我:“Lepas habis sekolah u nak balik sini jadi engineer?”
"Tak tau lagi boleh graduate ke tak"
"Patut boleh la! Kak rasa u engineer yang baik!"

心里感激的程度绝对不少于对恩师的感谢。


最后一位道别的kakak,是在另一个办公室。
她对我说的最后一句话是:“You sangat baik la! kakak suka u banyak banyak!”
我眼已带着泪,微笑地向她挥手道别。


人与人之间的相处,或许才是这次实习的大收获。
不分阶层,不分肤色。
只要主动示好,没有人会挽拒你的微笑。
他们给我的肯定,让我对之后的路更有信心。
虽然engineer未必是我将选择的路,
可是至少我知道,被怀抱着信心是股源源不绝的力量,路是光明的。


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家人已经把我冠上“哭包”称号。
人生不同阶段都在学习不同的事物,
我想,“离别”这个课题是我最难搞懂的。





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今天是母亲节哦!对妈妈的爱已经无法用言语说尽……




 妈咪,爱你哦!

二宝

Tuesday, May 7, 2013

Time Forgets- Yiruma | Piano Cover


In the midst of darkness light persists. I'm still sad, but upholding hope we can make a difference!


When I was young, my parents and teachers taught me these...


You don’t play cheat to win.
You don’t steal to become rich.
You don’t pull others down to stand on top.
You don’t put blame on others when you lose.



After the darkest Sunday we ever had, many Malaysians wondered,
'Where's democracy? Have the rules changed now?'
No, I believe justice will prevail! 



5 years ago, a friend of mine, he taught me this...

You don't hate someone who has hurt you to feel better. You forgive and forget, then learn to love again.

and today's his birthday, Happy birthday dude!



Time Forgets- by Yiruma


As time goes by, some memories will fade, some will stay in our minds forever and always.
Like, 5th May 2013.


love,
Ee