Rainy Days

This kind of weather = perfect sleeping temperature! Have been yawning like 1357times since the morning class. 

Thanks for these cute ear studs from Hatyai. Heard that everything there is so bloody cheap. I'm tempted.

and Sakura all the way from Korea! Thanks KahYee! it's so pretty and special!!

intended to go for blood donation after class, it's been more than 1 year since I last donated. Who knows I failed my blood test, saying that the blood contains not enough iron. What the heck mood swing lor! T.T

FYI, today is YX shirt day!! You may see a lot of people wearing this shirt around the campus! Proud to be part of YX, though I wasn't the committee, but as a counselor I'm so happy so see my 'kiddo' walking around with this shirt on.

Okay shift to this serious stuff. I attended CLS AGM last night. I am/was an organizer, it's normal that I fight for the activities' benefits. A life lived in wonders and questions is a life half-lived. Who wants to live half a life when you can have a whole life? We questioned, and hope for the answer. It's the only chance for us organizer to question the problems we encountered throughout our events. We ask because we care this society, and we want the best for it. When it's your turn to organize an event, you may appreciate the seniors' hardworks and fight for your juniors next.

 I can understand why freshies don't see the things we do. Anyway, learn from the past, learn forward to prepare your future. Soon, you'll have a family like this, like us!

Tumblr time! 

super pretty fingers. Long and slender. I'm jealous:(

super pretty ear stud 

guys with guitar- 'Yeng'
girls with guitar- super Yeng! (faint *.*) I want to learn guitar leh

I almost forget the romance between Ron and Hermione. 

this is tooooooo cute!!

I wasn't really like Serena, I'm always a fan of Blair. But she looks really gorgeous in this pic. Maybe I just love girls with the sweetest smile.

Loving rainy days

You and I will always be unfinished business, don't we? So I stop fighting against, I learn to accept and be okay. Full stop.

xoxo

Ee

迎新2012 | 貔貅军师

被邀当辅导员的当下心情是满复杂的，主要是因为距离上一次参与迎新已有两年，而且我从来就没当过迎新辅导员。

脑海中闪过：

是两年前的“夏日疯”让我萌起要暂离学会的想法，以旁观者的身份看看也许会领悟到不一样的东西。一年间我观察到了很多，也学习到了很多。一年后的我从无影无踪，到拿起新春外务一职，很多人都被我吓着了。相信间中少不了外界的闲言闲语，对我的能力的猜忌与怀疑。然而也多了好多人的支持、帮助与肯定。新春，是让我成长很多、很多、真的很多的活动。从新春认识了能一起打拚谈心交流的死党兼战友，也培养了不少活动人，让我觉得一切牺牲都是值得的。套句超级老鸟——敬荣在生活营分享的话：取之学会，用之学会。如果当初我没有参与康乐股，没有老大安智的栽培，没有参与任何活动的经验，没有跟人打交道的应变能力，就不会成就现在的思仪。

所以当电话那头布莱德利对我提出邀请后的一两分钟，我答应接下辅导员了。我想把我这几年在华文学会得到的东西交给满腔热血的新生们，坚信学会能继续培养出人才来。

三天两夜的生活营对十位辅导员来说，其实就跟老朋友聚会一样。那两天被笑声哄着入眠，同样的被笑声叫醒的感觉真的好好！！在营员独立活动的时候，都是辅导员聚在一起聊个天南地北，闲话家常的时候。我真的很享受也很怀念那些笑得不能自己，笑到肚子痛甚至飙泪的愉快当下! 

亲亲我的宝贝。哈哈哈！

为了营员的开心，为了大家的欢乐！我们是~~~~

扶！倒！圆！！哈哈~~

我亲爱的貔貅们

还记得我们的第一次吗？

军旗出炉！ 多谢咱们大画家 爱人阿发！

看着组长 阿扬 带领小组 心中有种小小的安慰哈哈！

分工合作 分工合作

咱们从营员大会就带起的潮流——“AnnYEONG~~!!!”

营内爱人们

我军爱人大画家XD

我军到处留情的男人 哈哈哈！

“简单就好~~~”

回到辅导员真正的身份就是在带领小军团的时候。三天两夜的相处，我貌似多了12位弟弟妹妹。心情的起伏是由他们的表情、情绪而定。他们玩得开心投入，喊得疯狂，我也跟着发疯。看着他们拖着疲惫的身子，郁郁的表情，沉默寡言的时候，我心里就大喊不妙！看见组员受伤，竟然也会感到心疼。

 

 

阿扬、阿发、嘉仪、瀞愉、ahKeong、忠朋、马铃薯、思伟、橙汁、克伦、志源、明颐，还有因为生病不能出席的佩珊

整组都是我爱人就是了 哈哈哈

辅导员的角色就是这样，不管在什么情况下，整个小组气势会因你而改变。因为他们，我学到了不少。其实我家貔貅军算是给了我很高度的配合，都爱跟我吵架（-,-真的）却又很听我的话；很爱让我出丑却又在离营前在当着大家的面大喊“思仪 我们爱你”让我脸红。很窝心的皮休们，希望在最后分享的时候，你们有感到我的用心，当然还有我想要传达给你们的讯息。这三天来如果有什么做不好的地方，就原谅我吧。我都原谅你们那么多次了！哈哈！爱人们加油！

蓝海~~~

貔貅军团

美好的回忆 美好但是调皮捣蛋的你们

大家加油 

我们明天晚上会员大会见！

或是星期天迎新夜见！

或是……

反正就会有机会见面就是了！想念我的话欢迎致电于我的私人秘书预定时间，或是面子书联络，或是……都行啦！

各位营委们，感谢你们几个月来的精心策划及筹办，应该是时候能休息休息了阿！约好星期天晚上看看你们营员们的作品吧！

不知是不是第一次当迎新辅导员，还是我真的如我貔貅们所说的“容易到处留情”，这三天来感触良多，真的还蛮感慨的。可能老了，可能长大了，可能成熟了，可能观点不一样了，今天的思仪跟两年前夏日疯的思仪不一样了。

回忆很美，因为它回不去……

祝大家有个美好的七月

貔貅军师

思仪

Little Things

Something I read recently which left me in wonders and deep thoughts. 

Things that say a lot about people:

• the way which they treat the waiter/waitress
• how they feel about the weather
• whether they dog ear pages or highlight in books 
• fingernails 
• and hands in general
• their preferred creative outlet
• how much they dread/enjoy talking on the phone
• whether or not they drink coffee
• if they ever forget to eat
• how honest they are with themselves (and others)
• if they correct your grammar
• how they treat their parents

It happens to everyone as they grow up. You find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that people you've known forever don't see things the way you do. So you keep the wonderful memories, but find yourself moving on.

Peace doesn't mean to be in a place where there's no noise, trouble or hard work. It means to be in the midst of those things and still be calm in your heart.

When you meet someone you never think about how they will impact your life but when you look back, you realize that they've changed your life. For better or for worse.

Three simple rules:

1. If you don't go after what you want, you'll never have it.

2. If you don't ask, the answer will always be no.

3. If you don't step forward, you will always be in the same spot.

If you aren't happy single, you won't be happy taken. Happiness comes from within.

Gotta masuk hutan for 3D2N and I'm so excited now IDK why. God bless it won't rain these 3 days.

I'm coughing like mad damnit. It's not easy to be a counselor, guess I'm gonna lose my voice *again* after the camp. Sexy voice awaits zZzz

Preview of my group.

this called SWAG!!! LOL!

gonna sleep now!!

xoxo

Ee

Random | Everything in Life

I know right it's been quite some time. Things went kinda crazy recently I don't even know how to start with. 

Let's talk about the days I spent in JB (first)

first time going back JB with this fella. I mostly went back alone, but I guess I'll have one company since now.

Dad fulfilled my durian crave again *blink*

this uncle... ehmm... he asked me to post this on the internet so here comes this pic..

(uncle, nah I didn't bluff you ahh.. BTW, this is the stall at Sutera main road, together with the gardening one I dunno how to describe lar.. you know where I point to right? )

and then the PAPAS' DAY!!! Dajie bought the new ipad for him and he's so happy like a kid, some more showing off to his friend HAHAHA!! my dad's cute!!

parents fetching us back to Malacca. How glad I am.

-----Back to Malacca-----

cuteeeeeee right?

the superman- ChengYik's 21st birthday!! 

Jack's 22nd birthday! Too bad I wasn't able to attend the celebration at midnight past 12. Feeling damn unwell recently, I'm falling ill like almost 1 month and never get fully recovered!! Now sore throat's haunting back at me. Please take good care of yourself yea friends :)

-----Some random sunset shoots-----

Sunset taken today (Tuesday) IDK the cloud looks like a wing to me.

------Brunch/Dinner nowadays------

-----Special one day-----

homecook dinner is love

Addicted to badminton, like so badly. 

Thanks you guys I always feel so 'home' when I'm with you. 

the cook + mummy :)

the childish-est + silliest couple in the world 

the Ironman in the house:)

Grocery shopping is so much fun when you buy things together with your friends.

and the PD trip with Robotics Club family!

this is too cool! RUNNING MAN! Zombie + couple race!

the guys

on the way

the winner team

the loser team

us all *love*

I could only made these photos. We were too busy playing around, we even forgot to take a group pic. *MAX swt*

the GAMES, the BBQ session, the drinking session, the killer session, etc. etc..

first time ever, I used 'oil' to cook something. I used to cook with frying pan that's why I never used cooking oil before, believe it or not- -

the girls work = breakfast FTW!! ;)

after the tiring PD trip and even tiring badminton session, I could still drag my body out hanging with another bunch of friends. Is this the power of 'family bonded'??

longtimenosee Jonker Street. The durian thingy is soooooo yummm!!

---Random---

Kahyee dear back from Korea. cute socks she bought me. Too bad I couldn't make to take dinner with her when she was in Malacca. 'll look forward the next chance!! Thanks KahYee;)

speaking of Korea, my Korean assignment. Holyshit I actually did more. only 5 times required but I wrote 10times!! I know right I'm a good student- -

-----family-----

Dajie purposely tagged me. She with my nephew. He used to love me a lot leh! He used to play with me!! Hello, every kid loves me okay!! *ohmiigod I suddenly miss the kid I 'seduced' at Jonker*

IDK since when she got to play with kids. She used to hate them much. LOLLLL jkjk!!

*miss 'em*

Okay, so now back to recent life. hmmm as what I said just now, I've been falling sick like forever #FML. Hopefully can recover soon as I'll be going to a camp this weekend. 

I care my friends a lot, that often makes misunderstanding which I don't intend to. I want to keep the friendships pure and never go beyond good friends. Frankly, I'm not going to see anyone special, not now, not until I meet that someone who tells me he likes me a lot since forever ago (LOL daydreaming but, yea). I'm not ready for a relationship right now, I don't want to get things complicated between us either. So yea.

I guess I'd better stay single forever I don't know how to be a good girlfriend, know? At least not now, not until I meet 'the one'. Yea.

I feel so helpless these few days, for the unknown reasons I feel pressured.

damnit.

Okay, enough craps.

Show you something aite?

what does happiness mean to you?

I love the night, I lock myself in the room, alone, listening to the songs I like, doing the things that worth the time slipping by, talking to no one, then going bed with the lights off.

xoxo

Ee