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Today, I had a conversation with a malay uncle. Maybe I don't speak malay quite often since graduated, I just couldn't even talk properly in sentences. Worst of all, must I forgot some words.


So I asked

'sorry can u speak english?' *as u know I can't speak malay well*

and there the uncle stone at first, then answered

'...Yes ..Su...r..e.. Sure' *uncle can't speak english well however*


Ended up I just didn't care him much and he was forced to use english campur malay to answer me. Who cares? He's the one who said yes right? Wahahahha

Seem like pointless entry? No

I found out what's the difference as I was a student and as I'm now a loafer.

Darn, my malay vocabulary is practically forgotten!



Yeah I've met with my dear today!!! How come everyone just get themselves a notebook so fast? Teng bought a BLUE color Dell Inspiron*she has no other choices*. I'm gonna buy RED to provoke her!!! Hehehehehe*evil laugh*

Btw, I've seen a flysheet yesterday

About a tuition centre advertising for students

Maybe some of u ady knew what I'm gonna say

LOL

Dada!! Do they seem very familiar to u??

Anyway, my day was delighted by this flysheet

Good job!!

Of coz for my baby as well

It's sort of embarrassing but

You know, not everyone could make themselves matter




I'm just so happy today

Well, not the whole day, after 5pm?




If you could see me now

Healed

With nobody's aid

Well, like what I always want to

I needn't others helping me during the critical period

And

Always

I could live my life better than ever

When the indelible happening once

Again

Came to me

I knew it's time to let go

So far I'm right here

Everything does impressed me still

I truly believe

There's a reason for everything

Don't mind decision

Underneath every seemingly ugly thing

or even action

there was still something beautiful inside

Am I right?





The entire entry sounds so blue, here comes a delightful pic
Thx Mr Chan aka lit black


Ps:: If You Could See Me Now is supremely awesome!!!






I can being again, anew, though bearing the scars of before.
They represent wounds that have healed.

Palace or Temple?

Have I been an ancient palace?

Nonono, it's just a palace-like temple

Isn't it looks just pretty nice?!

And it's awesome BIG I tell u!!

Far beyond the outlook

HUGE?? Btw could u see me in this pic??XD

It's located at somewhere of Melaka and me and my family went there after visiting MMU *on my bday*.

Paiseh my ss pic See! The marble floor unexpectedly as bright as mirror! omg

Can be seen more obvious in this pic


Me with 'JiXiang' and 'RuYi' Hahahah The sun shines too brightly. I just couldn't help opening my eyes.











Boy I've got a crush on u




I have to admit I'm insane *but just for him*
Gosh I can't even restrain myself




Siao liao......




Am I stepping out into the great unknown?

Thanks for the Memories

I've finished this book eventually. I took nearly 2 months to go through with it.= =

I got the news from surfing Cecelia Ahern's official website.

She's one of the six authors shortlisted for the Romantic Novel of the Year 2009. And the novel is what I was reading, Thanks for the Memories. It has been shortlisted for the Sainsbury’s Popular Fiction Award in the 2009 Galaxy British Book Awards too.

I just copy and paste the information above. Haha

Anyway, this book is unusual, at least for me. The story is full of originality and I would never expect how the story goes on. Somehow I felt it's different. But still, I like PS I Love You more XD

Deja vu?? Now I know what's the meaning ady.

What comes next??

Dada!! If You Could See Me Now

The 3 books I read recently are the works of Cecelia Ahern. She's another favourite author of mine besides JK Rowling.

Finally I could play piano under such atmosphere

I heard the thunder stormed

I saw the lightning flashed

but I still like playing my pieces

I banged as heavy as I managed to, but I couldn't even hear the sound created by myself

I played soft as some memories gently passed through my mind

That's my way to vent away the blues

Everypart of my memories soaked in the past

Not relate to the goods or bads, memorable or unmemorable

Ultimately, I'll know

For ever's been and gone




Thanks for the memories -SzEe3

Random III

My future uni?




Identify ur best fear

One Way

A true and pure conversation between us is so precious

Not gossiping but is truly come from bottom of our hearts

We mean what we say

We tell each other what we really feel

A simple question come from u could make me feeling unsure of myself

You make me discern what I was thinking of is actually the wrong way

You give me a shape to what I'm wondering of

Giving me a wholehearted support when I was feeling down

Open my eyes as well

I'm so glad I have u as my friend.



I have only one way resolution

No more choices

And I had already done what I should do

The only way to make everyone of us living in happiness

There's nothing could be returned




Once the matters crossed, it's the finality




Having gone through all these things, how can I trust it again?

Compromise?

I do like the lyric and the melody
strongly recommend this song to u all
Jolin Tsai latest album will be available on coming 27th March

Hottest Day

A path to unknown places. Possibilities up to infinity.
It's currently my hp wallpaper.

u know what?


Weather today is just so so so very super goddamn HOT!!!!

Feeling like I just past a hottest day in my life.


Taking pastport sized photographs and photostating the certificates and some other documents needed did take me about 1 hour!! Under the big sun, I walked across the road and waited for the bus.


I went to school to summit the freaking LCCI certificate application form. I got it wrong so need to refill the forms. Name, IC number, address, tel and blah blah blah are needed. I need to rewrite it exactly the same for 4 times! Tiring me!


Qian, zHui and I were packed in the small small admin office for quite a long time, one hour I think. Coz we need to summit the U application forms too and so the school certified certificates are needed. Now only I realize how troublesome it is!


Fong *she met up with us after that*, zHui and I went to McD for our lunch.

Then we walked to TJ and waited for the bus coming to go to that got-aircon-but-already-stopped-functioning-so-inside-is-so-goddamn-hot-and-
stuffy-post office together. I swear I just couldn't stop myself from cursing the damn condition.

After sending the envelopes *now only i knew pos laju so expensive 1* we went to Bank Simpanan National by taxi. To meet up with mr black, Hui and Fong also wanted to apply something I don't really know. BSN is the smallest bank I ever been. omg it's awfully small!!!


Herng came to fetch us and 5 of us went to station 1. Just simply becoz they wanted to surf net and WiFi is provided there. I had nothing to do but luckily I brought my storybook along.



Kodak >> School >> Tasek >> TJ >> PO >> BSN >> Station 1

We were running around Tun Aminah all the day long under such sultry hot weather with no umbrella aids. I'm not feeling headache like my elder sis who worked outdoor all-day-long, so far I should feel lucky.



Can't wait for raining days coming!! I want to play piano




Hurt doesn't always be the negative ones. -SzEe3

Delayed Entry

I found that I had missed this album.


08-03-2009

It was about 11.30pm after having movie, 'KongFu Chef' *Seriously, the movie not nice at all* at Leisure Mall. More than 2 years I've never been there.

ohya I went there together with LeeDa, korkor and LeeJin. Ofcoz korkor be the one to drive. And we had a deal right before the movie, I've to acc him to take supper together, gain fat together as well.

He eventually decided to go to LaPasta. And 4 of us had an EXTREMELY heavy supper.

This pic has an implication far beyond the words! LOL

Bio-informatics - Information Technology
Telecommunication engineering - Engineering
Financial engineering - Management

Three of these got such remarkably different, even in three different faculty! But I found myself feeling quite interest with these. After one year studies just decide whether it does suit me. Unfortunately if it doesn't, I can still choose IT or management course.

Ended up I've chosen engineering, omg. I never expected I will become an engin. Yet I'll need to presevere if I want to succeed.

Destination - settled
Course - settled

BDay

Hiii all, I'm officially 18!!

Hmm, nothing changes as I stepped into my pretty age 18. IF I must list something out, it might be I ain't anxious or somewhat looking forward the celebration for my bday this year.


Today bday just meant a simple family day for me, cause 15th march this year fell on sunday and MMU open day as well.


I was catching the Swiss open semifinal until 5am morning!! And so I slept at livingroom until my mum woke me up at 8am. I just took about 3 hours as my sleeping time!

9am sharp! We were on the way to Kulai for having our breakfast, Bak Kut Teh!! Wow I've never been there for quite a long time lo. It's heavy breakfast though. Hehe. After that we headed to melaka all the way.



-skip the crap-


To be frank, I still not yet decide what course I'm gonna take. But right until now, there have been many people telling me that it's such a waste if I study management. Even the lecturer or somekind supervisor at MMU told me that my result is good enough to study 'some other‘ sucjects besides management or somewhat about it.

I gotta think bout it deeply and mindfully and carefully. Since I've no dream and wish, don't mind ambition, I really have no any idea with what I'm going to face.



What I aim for my future? IDK


What I wish to be? IDK



So how on earth am I going to decide?! It's super suck feeling when somebody ask u 'what's ur ambition?' or 'what u want to be in ur future?' and u DON'T even have a clue to answer the questions!! Holy shit!!! I not really like feeling this way. BUT somehow I just always dumped myself into such awkward situation! Damn


Tmr I'll be going to meet with my zimui and ask for their opinion. Hopefully everything goes well. There's some courses running through my mind right now. Financial engineering, telecommunication engineering, bio-informatics, worst of all I may choose business eventually. Who knows?


Tons of photos in my March album. When am I going to blog about it? Coming up next would probably be our gathering on 11th march.


Ohya!! LeeChongWei pissed LinDan off!! Muahahahaha. Damn shuang!! Felt happy to him. Congrats!!

KooKienKeat and TanBoonHeong were also lifting the men's doubles title!

'Replies to those who love and care me'

Thx for those who called me

Thx for those who msged me

Thx for those who dropped fs comments to me

Thx my family for fetching me to melaka just for an open day

Thx leeda for treating us a fabulous dinner at Yew's Cafe

Thx mummy who gave me a birth on 15th march in year 1991

Thx all for loving me so so much


Happy birthday to u, get urself a brand new beginning. From now onwards. Think about ur future carefully! No regret and unsureness. You're the only one to find out a way to urself. Make it clear.