Recent Life Sum Up | :) :') :( :'(

This is more or less my August sum-up. It's been treating me great, so far. I met a lot of friends, having gathering and all. Since I have different gangs of friends in uni, it's really a big mess when I got two invitations at once. Sometimes I just hope that I can split myself into two or something. - -""

Anyway I'm glad I have you guys. Few days before, I whatsapp-ed with my friend and out of no where I sent 'I feel so loved to have you guys' and I think I freaked him out. His respond was so classic I couldn't help laughing.

Girls secret outing. 

Mission: to haunt for Erica's 21st birthday present.

when's the last time we took a photo? the CLS gang:)

winnie.the.girl

macam yes, holding a balloon and catwalking the zebra-crossing. HAHA! love this shot eh!

the night with CNYE gang @ BarBQ Plaza! Erica got us what vouchers online and all we need to pay were just half the price. Cheap-like-what. The surprise birthday celebration for Erica was a total success. Jack, where's the photos??XD

Erica, Happy early 21st Birthday! HEHE!

Spontaneous dinner @ Soo La Kan Korean Restaurant, Melaka Raya.

Loving the interior, very authentic Korean style with A LOT of photos attached to the wall. I'm amazed by the fluent Chinese the Korean boss speaks. O_O

Not bad. A little bit pricey but overall it's okay. A little advise, you will need to remind them of what you order. They take a bit long time to serve the food on your table. 

P/S: Dong Seoul @ Sutera Mall, JB is still the best by far.

Being told that the band @ Overtime, Hatten Square is great. Seriously, they are awesome. Sometimes, a pint of beer, a few friends and a relaxing environment are more than enough to spend a weekend.

Thursday night engin gang outing!!

Seriously, I didn't expect so many of you would show up. Fuyong, LiPeng, Vincent, Andrew, YuXuan, HonWee, KhaiXian, JunTheng, ShianYang and also the organizer, Nilson PUA! I miss the foundation time, we chatted whatever crossed our minds.

After the movie, we went to Harvest Spot @ Melaka Raya. I wasn't attracted to this Italian restaurant at first, but since Pua recommended so we gave it a try. Overall it's not bad. The food portion is big and my black pepper chicken chop is yummy! 

I really enjoyed the time we laughed and teased each other, though yea I was the one who being teased the most FML. and not to forget the moving, touching moment where all of you tried so hard to make me feel better. Though now I sounded like a total idiot wtf.

the 3rd round, Riverbank @ Jalan Kampung Hulu (Malacca River).

With some of my so-called lim-jiu-kaki. - -"""

when there's HonWee, there's new game introduced.

Teeheeeee~

everyone got so excited!!- -

because no one wants to get punishment. *Poor Andrew

 So inhuman. Lols. Pua SPOTTED!!

Guys got the revenge back. Luckily YuXuan and I are lucky enough. How you dare to pinch girls' faces! *meh I know you guys dare to pinch mine #fml.

Can you spot the super high spray water jet fountain?  

and we went to Ban Lee Siang Satay Celup @ Jalan Ong Kim Wee. and last but not least, Pantai Klebang. Had a long night with all of you and it all made me the happier girl I am. I still remember how we met during our alpha year. No matter how time flies, how things change, I hope we can always get back together like old buddies, like how we used to be.

Going for badminton last night. HonWee's cousin came to Melaka for a visit so we spontaneously tagged along to TAMPIN for the famous pork satay. 

the famous Jonker 88.

First time ever the traffic in Malacca won't stuck in jam. Not to mention it's Saturday :O

#SelamatHariRaya

 Dinner at All In BBQ Steamboat @ Taman Merdeka Permai. I'm always not a fan of bbq or steamboat because the environment is so stuffy and crowded. Not once my friends told me it's really a waste for me to go because I eat only those frozen food. I don't really like seafood in such way. - -"""

anyway, we enjoyed the process of....... filling our stomach to the max hahaha. Feeling bad because I couldn't join them for the next round aiyaya.

Been watching 4 movies last week. 

Step Up Revolution

Total Recall

The Bourne Legacy

The Expendables 2

My favourite? Step-up and Total Recall.

Expendables is so meh... So many disgusting scenes I almost yelled my lung out. - -

The Bourne Legacy even worse, I can't really recall back the story line. HAHA!

 Got this delicate bookmark from my Korean lecturer. Though I can't really understand her English but the way she teaches us is fun. It's like going back to the kindergarten.

During the past few days, I somewhat felt that I was overreacting on something till I cried in front of so many. Fuckthisshit I never cried in front of my friends before but I actually wiped my tears with my own freaking hand! Everyone's trying to comfort me (I think I freaked them all out) and out of blues I felt damn embarrassing and awkward. To those who know me, they sure knew that I will be the last person on earth to cry in public. I don't know why, it was so NOT ME! Anyways, thanks guys you all did make me feel better. Much better.

 

Had a super long midnight talking with ZiHui, until 830 in the morning. and the next day we were both zombified till max. I slept till 6 something in the evening. Pro not? We are not that kind of good friends who share their thoughts and secrets all the time. We much depend on the timing and I like to keep our friendship in this way. 

Keep it secret, keep it safe. ♥♥

For uncountable times my friends asked how am I going to get myself a bf since I'm too busy with my own, all occupied by my friends, I have no time for him, bla bla bla. Apparently I knew what kind of girl I am, all of you knew. I'm too playful to say settle down or have a stable relationship. That's why I'm still single. #foreveralone. - -

Seriously, I don't think any guy on earth can stand the way I act as a girlfriend. Sadly to say, this is a fact agreed by everyone. But I'm still finding my way, never stop believing in the power of LOVE! Lols.

Dad called me, "Don't you say you wanted to complete your assignment?? Still hanging out around?"

"Baba, today's Saturday, it's meant to be happening!"

"............Okay la okay la...."

Yes I won!

I'm a relatively simple creature like that. You are nice to me, I like you.

I.must.not.fall.like.the.raindrops.

love,

Ee

Update: After watching the latest episode of RunningMan, I get the meaning of 'expect the unexpected'. 这就是生活 :)

Recent | Things Come and Go

Once Upon A Time There Was A Sausage Named Bob. This ain't the name of the song, instead it is the BAND NAME!! Cupids Fall is the song, originally composed by 'Once Upon A Time There Was A Sausage Named Bob'. LOL!! I love the rich band background music, the bass and drum beat! God this song deserves much more than this! The 5 members of the band are all Malaysians. :) 

Their FB Page

I bet most of you have watched Step Up Revolution. I'm outdated and I know it. Cause I just watched it yesterday with RCW family, after our badminton session. DOPE LIKE WHAT! Secretly screaming inside for their awesome moves and super creative choreography. Loving the storyline too, no more competition based but FLASH MOB! and not to forget the terrific soundtracks!! I felt I was in the club. LOL

When The Mob speaks, everyone listens.

overall the movie is mind blowing! I can understand why people willing to watch it second time. Because me too I don't mind watching one more time.

Elder sis stayed in Malacca last weekend.

A fat gaining trip -,-"

Sun May Hiong pork satay @ Kota Laksamana

 

Klebang Original Coconut Milkshake. BEST drinks ever!

 
Jonker Street
 

Pak Putra Tandoori Naan!!

后巷鲜蛤 (too dark no pic taken)

Bukit China Wan Tan Mee @  东方茶室

eating non stop can you believe it? Hopeless- -

 and thanks to my sis, the souvenirs bought from Hokkaido, Japan. Everything made from Japan is super delicate and cute lor! The design, the packaging, everything!


this fella blogged a post just now and I felt touched wtf. Read it here *link*
and please, don't fall down or sick again you donkey!

I got diarrhea out of no where last night after the gathering. Screw that shit because of diarrhea I couldn't make to attend the interaction camp organized for CLS committees. I actually couldn't sleep the whole night and stayed up till the sun rose. Feeling better now but.... #FML #Sorry #Pity #Guilty

Going to toilet like N times and finally fell asleep. Feeling super hungry by the time I woke up. - -""

Going Soo La Kan for Korean cuisine, damnit I wonder if my stomach can handle or not. But so far I'm feeling all fine * touchwood*.


spontaneously went to OverTime @ Hatten Square. I started feeling guilty to my stomach because I finished 1 pint of Starker Lager on my own. This is not good for someone who just recovered from diarrhea. #Sinful

Michelle the roomie. *Cheers-to-the-awkwardness HAHAHA


Quite a lot of my friends went to Taiwan recently. Watching their FB updates brought back my memories in that beautiful place. I don't know when can I complete the Taiwan Trip blogpost. Guess will only selectively blog some places I love.

No, not so soon. I'm busy with my assignments. and I don't think I can go back JB on coming Raya holiday because
1. No more bus ticket left
2. Tons of uncompleted assignments
bring me out will you?? :(

Now, take out a piece of paper, spell an adjective with each letter given following the sequence (trust your first instinct):

L.

O..

V...

E....

What say you??


this is mine :)

We all grow eventually. We need to accept the fact that things happen, feelings change, new faces come and old faces go. Few things stay the same forever. So do your best to enjoy the good while you still have it, before it becomes just a memory.




I slept for not more than 10 hours in past 2 days I guess. All I need is:

Thank God I'm alive.


Love,
Ee

Morning Diary IV | SzeEe's

http://colormekatie.blogspot.com/

this is simply amazing! I love her blog so so much. The inspiration, the creativity and awesomeness she has making her a really beautiful person! I subscribed to her over a year now and each time I see her update I still feel a little jumpy inside. I really look forward to the surprises she's going to give and they never failed to bring my 'owhhh' and 'ahhhh' acclaims.



Reading her blog is pure happiness. Thanks to her amazing ideas and artworks, everything instantly becomes magic.

I remember I actually wanted to become an artist when I was little. To paint, draw and color are the things I love to do. Why on earth I chose this path? Taking engineering course was quite a huge turning point in my life, I'd do whatever it takes to finish this course. Yet, I may go for another total different path after I graduate. Seriously, becoming an engineer ain't my thing. I can't imagine when I'm 30 and still struggling for programming or talking to the machine and stuffs like these. I can't see that I would still be an engineer in future ten years. I just know that I won't.

My to-do-list is getting longer and I'll be 23 by the time I graduate, when am I going to accomplish all the things I wanted to do all the while? I'm gonna work and earn on my own, I'm gonna travel and see the world, I'm gonna fulfill my childhood dreams, I'm gonna fall for the right one, and the list goes on and on.

Do we have enough time? Nobody knows when's the world gonna end. The mother earth is sick, so does the society.

If you happened to learn this from FB, about the KSL City suicide case, I felt so damn speechless. Maybe that's the place I'll sometimes go, so I felt it just happened so close to me. Millions of people out there struggling to live, yet a healthy guy chose to end his life. I just don't understand, I can never understand why there are some people never appreciate and treasure their lives. Anyway, may you rest in peace.




If you read me, please love yourself. Before you can love anyone else.


Meh out of topic. Back here.

I was quite disappointed in myself due to some, yea you know only academic stuff will drive me crazy. But it's okay I've tried hard. Sorry for turning down some of you last night. You know what I needed most was the time being alone. Anyways, I'm back. :)


Lastly, words to you, my dear.

"In life, you're going to be left out, talked about, lied to, and used, but you have to decide who's worth your tears and who's not."

Talking to you made me realized how long I haven't felt this way. I haven't felt my heart flutters for someone special for like ages. I almost forget how is it feels like to be in love, the fear of stepping closer, the anxiety of waiting and all. Gosh I'm so numb. Girl I'm so sorry, I might be a good listener but never a good adviser, I'm not any good in keeping a relationship, and the way my mind works just isn't the same as the normal girls'. But thanks to you, for reminding me of how love is, how love works.



I should recall it back.


If you're not happy single, you won't be happy taken. -self remind. Teehee


Going class now! Have a good day! Bye :)

love,
Ee

Volume Knob on Life

as if I could leave everything behind and the world doesn't even matter to me.

"Quiet is turning down the volume knob on life. Silence is pushing the off button. Shutting it down. All of it."

meaningful. only if you understand these 4 pics.

you believe? I wrote this.

Ee-ternity.

It's hard to predict a certain people's emotions. Even by looking into the eyes I get absolutely nothing. Weird. Maybe I'm used to my way to get the truth but now, it doesn't work anymore.

Many people like to sugar-coat anything, but I want the truth, no matter how raw and blunt it is. Don't try to make up a story and convince me or even yourself to buy it because both of us know it's not the way it is.

"And that's the thing about people who mean everything they say. They think everyone else does too." and I think that's the problem. Why can't everyone just tell the truth? Meh. I feel no good. I need a rest now. The words will heal me. 

Quoted from 'The Kite Runner', "Happiness like this is frightening, they only let you be this happy if they're preparing to take something from you."

I think I know what it means.

Hii August. Hii Friday. Goodnight, world.

you know,

"There is a way to be good again..."

Ee