HOMEsick

Story is like this

We are groupmates. We are supposed to submit a lab report together. We assigned our work, in the end I have to compile the answers.

He passed me his part. I kept it inside my file but didn't clamp it. After the class, I went back room and realized it's missing. I lost it.

I went back all along where I passed by and tried to find it. It disappeared in no where.

Story ended.

I hate myself being so careless. It happened so many times, and they never failed to make me feel so angry of myself. But this time I really feel upset I don't know why. I feel sorry and annoyance at the same time. Sorry because it's not mine, annoyance because I have to do it all over again, on my own.

no matter when you face the problems, family 'll always be there for you. It's true. I called my mom, but i didn't show my sadness, nor tell her my problem. I simply want to listen to her voice, talk bout our recent life. For no reason, her voice calm me down and I was like 'ohgod mommy I can't live without you'. Every mom has shown such ability I guess.



oh well. I'm fine now. I always am who I am. Maybe I'm careless sometimes, maybe I'm stupid sometimes, but people aren't perfect. things aren't perfect. but they're improving.

Gotta distract myself from thinking how careless I am. What's the best way?



Yea sleeping.


I have a meeting to attend at 9pm.

I have to complete the report.

I want to make a birthday card to my mom, if possible *conditional*

I want to go back JB tomorrow.

After going through such matter, after calling back home, I guess I'm homesick.



Night world♥